Missing

I feel something is missing in my life. No longer with me any more.
Can I still find it back to me?

CNY is around soon coming. My mood no longer that strong. I keep try to make myself happy like buying new year stuffs, clotheing it seen nothing gonna change.

I feel that the feeling is missing so seriously that i think i no need to celebrate CNY. Probably everyone grown up, we no longer that close like before.

Let dun talk abt others. I just wan to talk abt my CNY only.



I miss the time when we tgt. beingi pamper by my family. Being scold by my father, being bully by my brother and being lazy when my mother around with me.

Hai~ i wish i can go holiday again. Hmm, can i go holiday alone? am i brave enough to go? I wish to try one day.

U believe me will i go for holiday alone?